happy monday everybody! and cheers to a good week even though i don't have a beer mug with me right now.
last weekend has been.. quite a reflective week. i've realized that i'm 24, and among others, i haven't been reading, i haven't been developing my technical skills, i haven't been thinking of a good business idea and there is so much more things to learn and experience.
first realization : i'm 24. it's at a supper after little havana on friday that a lady that i've taken quite a liking to asked me how old i am. and i had to say i'm 24. wait, let me say that again. and i *HAD* to say i'm 24. suffice to say my chance nearly fell to zero. oh well :p. she's too old for me anyway.
second realization : i haven't been reading. i was at kinokuniya, browsing for new books when i realized i still have 2 books that i haven't finished reading. maybe 3.. gotta finish them first.
third realization : i haven't been developing my technical skills. oh no. i haven't been reading up on my java, and things i wanted to learn and exams i wanted to take were left in my to-do list without any actions at all. my god. what happened to me? where were all my determination to get all those certs? alright, alright... i'll have to refocus my life again. for the past one year i only got myself 2 certs! not enuff not enuffffff
come to think of it again, it's probably unfair to say i haven't been developing my technical skills. i've learnt so much about these new ibm softwares these few months.. but still.. i'm a java expert at heart! not enufffff :p must start reading again.
fourth realization : i haven't been thinking of a good business idea. omg..... omg......omfg.. it has been so long since i last wake up in the middle of the night waking up to analyze about an idea i was just about to have. omgggggg.. it has been so long. must start all over again. i'm a businessman at heart! i think i'm getting too comfy with my job now and that is... very.... very... vewy... dangerous.
fifth realization : now this one made me smile. there is so much more things to learn :) i'm probably much better off now and much more learned than when i'm 21 or 23, but there is still so much more to learn :)
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"Non videri sed esse." - Tycho Brahe
(not to be seen but to be)
