yay! i'm at a low point, although higher a little bit than yesterday. hormonal imbalance, i think. or probably not. gah!
how do i go up from here? it sucks to feel terrible about your own personal life, your finance, your career, and not to mention, your relationship life! not to say it exists, but it sucks to feel terrible about yourself.
i must not think too much! om mani padme hum om mani padme hum om mani padme hum [repeat]
took a sick leave yesterday coz of headache and stuff, and finished 3 books in 36 hours. 3 novels. thick novels. i'm crazy, yes. reading is good at keeping your mind off certain things. i don't have the discipline to meditate properly yet, so yes, reading is the best remedy for the moment, other than alcohol. hey, no hangover!
and i watched dance videos, and i noticed my CBL (cross body lead) is flawed! and the big bad wolf news is, my whole damn basic is flawed! yay, so much for trying to inspire yourself by watching dance videos. [drowns]
rite. now, please concentrate on work. happy wednesday, people! have a great second half of the week!
