but this site is my blog after all, rite? i have all the right to update anybody who's reading about what's happening to me, rite? heh.
bad: life sucks.
worse: work sucks.
even worse: gf doesn't suck.
errr, wait. what gf? must be a figment of my imagination. hohoho
my toe is still hurting, but it just, probably jjjuuuussstttttt might be able to heal in time for friday, when a bunch of s'poreans are coming to ol' kay el for their s@lsa weekend.
*crosses fingers*
work side is terrible. i guess the old chinese saying that goes along the line of 'if your head is not big enough, don't wear a hat that is too big' summarizes what's happening to me. BUT STILL!
i can do it. i can do it! I CAN FüCKING DO IT!!!
just have to delegate some to other people ;). and yes, some confidence. in this line, we don't have the luxury (time + resource) of testing everything and making sure everything 100% works. sometimes we just have to trust our instincts, trust our own abilities and go along with it. i mean, if other people trust my ability so much, why don't i just trust myself? everything will be fine. fück murphy's law. don't be too paranoid. hopefully this works now. let's see. i'm talking in short phrases. that means i'm stressed. not making any sense. bla bla bla. bla bla bla bla bla. bla bla bla bla bla bla.
cheers to a good wednesday, ppl!
p.s. paranoia is okay, but just not too much. anything extreme is bad. balance is the key.
