just so u guys know, alcohol is a depressant. it's ok to drink if u're happy and stuff, but drinking when u're depressed is a definite no-no.
therefore, my principle of not drinking when i'm depressed works really fine, until last saturday. that's when i realized that my principle actually made sense (well, at least one of them - finally!), and u should never ever ever touch alcoholic drinks when u miss somebody.
coz it will only make u miss them more.
but then, once u're awake, u'll say "fück-all". and life goes on :)