remember the bitch? yup, she's back. she's on and off thing in my life, calls/buzzes me up whenever she need some help and never seemingly want to go out with me, even for dinner. isn't it funny that everytime she calls or msgs me, definitely she'll either be asking for some help (programming questions, help with assignment, help book ticket, etc..) or advice (oh, what is the best way to write an excellent resume? "wtf....") and whenever i call to actually ask her out for lunch, dinner or even movie, she'll have tonnes of excuses? things like "oh, my grandmother don't let me out..", "i'm tired (from all the bitching yesterday)", "i don't feel like going out (coz rats are biting at my toes)", "i have to go to my auntie's house". at the same time she complains about life being boring and stuff! wtf?
i mean, everytime she called, i gave her the benefit of the doubt "oh, maybe she was really busy or tired last time.. maybe she'll go out this time." but everytime there is some excuse. she has like so much time to straighten things out, like telling me maybe i shouldn't ask her out so often, and telling me that i'm not really her type when i held her hand rather than "don't u think it's too fast? y don't we take it slow" or probably get lost from my life so that i don't keep any hopes, but nooooo, she had to keep coming back asking for help. i feel like a fish and the bait is making faces at me. that ain't funny, bait.
my bitch alarm rang like mad. i'm being overly nice and i know it. spending 3 days helping somebody doing her final year project isn't a very simple thing that "friends" do. (look, i don't even dare to ask my closest frens do something 10% as much effort for myself). i don't mind, coz well, ppl in need mah, no problem. but i don't appreciate being misled. if u don't like me don't use me for goddam's sake. look, i know in the beginning guys gotta sacrifice something but this is just too much. u don't appreciate my presence yet u still want to use me? wtf?
and don't sound so cute on the phone like u're talking to a lover. coz i'm not.
bitch.
maybe i'll just toy around with her for a while. and don't blame me, coz she's asking for it.
